It’s past midnight, I have to get up in less then 7 hours to get Jasmine ready for school (yes I’m making her go to school in the morning even though we have to check into the hospital by 130, I’m a mean mom I know!) but I just wanted to give a quick up date on the plan. Like I said, we check in about 1:30, I will be spending Monday night in the hospital with her. Tuesday morning will be the surgery, should be quick, about an hour or so. That night her dad is staying with her. Then Wednesday morning hopefully we will be going home! Ok so I’m not really writing this as an update cuz I know I’ve said all that before, I guess I’m writing this as therapy for myself. Some how repeating the plan and continually chanting “It’s going to be ok” helps . . . in some small way. Guess that’s why I plan and repeat the plan, and keep telling myself over and over “she’ll be fine” it’s the only control I have over this whole shitty situation. Ok going now before I make myself cry. I’ll keep this and facebook updated as much as I can.